Bella Kay

are you mad at me?

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i want u but i’ll never tell u

I fucking love it

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Bella Kay - are you mad at me?

you were wrong for what you did to me

it eats me alive

sick to my stomach 

I love the way this song means so many different things to different people.

as a person who&#39;s grown up in a family with mental health issues, medical issues, druggies, drunkies, etc. This song is exactly what that feels like. I adore this song and bless you and your heart.

as a person who's grown up in a family with mental health issues, medical issues, druggies, drunkies, etc. This song is exactly what that feels like. I adore this song and bless you and your heart.

&quot;I think part of you hated me, so all of me was surviving you.&quot;

"I think part of you hated me, so all of me was surviving you."

Grew up around addicts, became an addict, got clean, dated and had kids with an addict.... got away.... now I spend my life helping addicts. &quot;I loved the sick since I knew how to breathe&quot;.

Grew up around addicts, became an addict, got clean, dated and had kids with an addict.... got away.... now I spend my life helping addicts. "I loved the sick since I knew how to breathe".

People need to write more gut-wrenching music, there&#39;s obviously a market for it. (ME, I&#39;M THE MARKET I WANT IT!)

People need to write more gut-wrenching music, there's obviously a market for it. (ME, I'M THE MARKET I WANT IT!)

“But I was sick for kinda liking it” broke me into tears

&quot;You were wrong for what u did to me. But I was sick for kinda likin it&quot;

"You were wrong for what u did to me. But I was sick for kinda likin it"

im actually madly in love with this song.

I came in from the ad because it felt so raw and emotional and real.<br><br>If anyone is reading this, I&#39;m so sorry you went through what you did. I&#39;m so sorry for what you&#39;re going through. I love you stranger. May the love you need find you.

I came in from the ad because it felt so raw and emotional and real.

If anyone is reading this, I'm so sorry you went through what you did. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I love you stranger. May the love you need find you.

<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlbuqLyrAaI&amp;t=50">0:50</a> “im pretty sure that your using again, OH you dont know what that does to me” 💔

0:50 “im pretty sure that your using again, OH you dont know what that does to me” 💔

Typa song I listen to when the homies aren&#39;t around

Typa song I listen to when the homies aren't around

The kind of song you don’t listen to once.

“I love it when we fight and I like it when you’re mean..we don’t have to get into what that says about me” is such a beautiful line. I can relate.

Mark my words this will be featured in a coming of age/romance movie

holy shit i didn&#39;t expect that chorus, its so addictive

holy shit i didn't expect that chorus, its so addictive

That chorus is too addictive to where i started singing it in my sleep 😭 i think my mom thinks im crazy

&quot;I like being used at least I got a purpose&quot; Thats how i feel..

"I like being used at least I got a purpose" Thats how i feel..

See ya’ll all in 5 years when we all come back for nostalgia 😢

“Or maybe I’m too fragile or maybe you’re too mean, I’ve never been real good at deciphering things” <br>These lines are so gut wrenching and relatable. Me being young and not knowing the guy I was with was actually trash.

“Or maybe I’m too fragile or maybe you’re too mean, I’ve never been real good at deciphering things” 
These lines are so gut wrenching and relatable. Me being young and not knowing the guy I was with was actually trash.

the guitarist needs more credit he was awesome

The way you say “oh shut it ” and “f it” scratches my brain

We need to get this to 1M guys, she deserves it she&#39;s so talented!!

We need to get this to 1M guys, she deserves it she's so talented!!

that “cause i do” at the end, bella ur killing me💔.

&quot;I love it when we fight and I love it when your mean  we don&#39;t have to get into what that says about me &quot; was SO LOUD 🖤

"I love it when we fight and I love it when your mean  we don't have to get into what that says about me " was SO LOUD 🖤

She needs to go on genius I’d love to hear her explain some things about this song❤❤

I LIKE BEING USED IT MEANS I HAVE A PURPOSE

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lyrics
I hope you’re daddy’s done hating you
the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree 
u think that shit you smoke saves you 
but it won’t between you and me 

and i think a part of you hated me 
so all of me was surviving you 
there is no one better I could be 
I love the sick because I have to 

you were wrong for what you did to me 
but I was sick for kind of liking it 
oh it all goes bad eventually 
i’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

i’m pretty sure that youre using again 
oh you don’t know what that does to me 
well I guess I could never save you 
i’ve loved the sick since i knew how to breathe  

I hope you settle with that girl you love
and get that shitty job i know you need
i think that she might be enough to save you
and im sorry that that wasn’t me 

but I think a part of you hated me 
so all of me was surviving you 
there is nothing better I could be 
I love the sick because I have to 

you were wrong for what you did to me 
but I was sick for kind of liking it 
it all goes bad eventually 
i’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

i’m pretty sure that youre using again 
oh you don’t know what that does to me 
well I guess I could never save you 
i’ve loved the sick since i knew how to breathe  
since i knew how to 

well your pants are on fucking fire 
and you use ‘em like a god damn lighter 
and you say it’s not my fault 
but I don’t believe you at all 
if you love me 
then why do you never call 

you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 

but I was sick

Bella Kay - The Sick (lyric video)

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[lyrics]
i like being used 
it means i have a purpose 
it’s the little things you do 
at least you’re being earnest 
oh maybe i'm too fragile 
but maybe you're too mean
i’ve never been real good at 
deciphering things 

let’s let fate decide 
heads we go to yours 
tails we go to mine 
you’re a bad idea 
but a real good time 

oh and i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
baby i love it
i love it i love it i
i love it when we fight and i like it when you're mean 
we don't have to get into what that says about me 
oh shut it 
baby i love it 
i love it i love it i

i could tell you the truth 
but first you’ve gotta earn it 
don’t gotta lasso the moon 
just tell me that i’m perfect 
oh maybe i’m too easy
but maybe you’re too hard
i’ve always been real good at 
taking it too far 

let’s let fate decide 
heads we go to yours 
tails we go to mine 
you’re a bad idea 
but a real good time 

oh and i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
baby i love it
i love it i love it i
i love it when we fight and i like it when you're mean 
we don't have to get into what that says about me 
oh shut it 
baby I love it 
i love it i love it i

i’m a couple minutes out from relapsing 
do you remember the last time this happened?
baby relax, sometimes it happens
baby relax, sometimes it happens 
i’m a couple minutes out from relapsing 
is the key still under the mat? 
can you imagine?
the last time this happened 
i- i i loved it 
i loved it i

i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
i only love it 
cause it’s you

Bella Kay - iloveitiloveitiloveit (official audio)

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[lyrics]
i like being used 
it means i have a purpose 
it’s the little things you do 
at least you’re being earnest 
oh maybe i'm too fragile 
but maybe you're too mean
i’ve never been real good at 
deciphering things 

let’s let fate decide 
heads we go to yours 
tails we go to mine 
you’re a bad idea 
but a real good time 

oh and i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
baby i love it
i love it i love it i
i love it when we fight and i like it when you're mean 
we don't have to get into what that says about me 
oh shut it 
baby i love it 
i love it i love it i

i could tell you the truth 
but first you’ve gotta earn it 
don’t gotta lasso the moon 
just tell me that i’m perfect 
oh maybe i’m too easy
but maybe you’re too hard
i’ve always been real good at 
taking it too far 

let’s let fate decide 
heads we go to yours 
tails we go to mine 
you’re a bad idea 
but a real good time 

oh and i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
baby i love it
i love it i love it i
i love it when we fight and i like it when you're mean 
we don't have to get into what that says about me 
oh shut it 
baby I love it 
i love it i love it i

i’m a couple minutes out from relapsing 
do you remember the last time this happened?
baby relax, sometimes it happens
baby relax, sometimes it happens 
i’m a couple minutes out from relapsing 
is the key still under the mat? 
can you imagine?
the last time this happened 
i- i i loved it 
i loved it i

i’d be lying if i said i didn’t love it 
cuz i do 
i'm a couple minutes out 
from relapsing into you 
oh fuck it 
i only love it 
cause it’s you

Bella Kay - iloveitiloveitiloveit

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Credits:
Shot by Katia Temkin @katiatemkin
Mixed Media Edit by Leesa Allmond @leesology
Lyric Animation by Alex Siegel @huhalex

Lyrics: 
think i’d let you ruin me forever 
laughing like a child with you crooked grin 
i’d tell you how i feel if i was clever 
my interests all consist of 
if your if your if your 
interested 

i should probably just leave it alone 
cause i know that we’re supposed to be friends 
we’re friends 
we’re friends but 

oh i want you 
but I’ll never tell ya 
cause if I tell you,
you could say i’m not 
the one you want and i
i couldn’t handle that 
so if i tell you
then promise me i can take it back  
can you promise that 
can you promise that? 

do you know what it’s like 
to feel this fucking shy 
let me paint a picture for you
your voice keeps me up at night
do you know how it feels
pretend it’s no big deal
when I’m looking up at you
i make you laugh 
and oh god it feels like 

you only left about a minute ago 
but i already need to see you again
again 
again 
again like 

oh i want you 
but I’ll never tell ya 
cause if i tell you,
you could say i’m not 
the one you want and i 
i couldn’t handle that 
so if i tell you
then promise me i can take it back  
can you promise that?
can you promise that?
yeah if i tell you than promise me i can take it back 
can you promise that?

wish i could tell ya 
i think about you 
all the time 
i like your hair 
i like the way its 
in your stupid eyes 
wish i could tell ya 
you’re with me 
everywhere i go 
you’re in the rain
you’re in my drink 
you’re in my cortisol
wish i could tell ya 
i think about you 
all the time
i’m scared to death that i’ll be wishing 
for you for the rest of my life 

i want you 
But i’ll never tell ya 
cause if i tell you,
you could say i’m not 
the one you want and i 
i couldn’t handle that 
so if i tell you
then promise me i can take it back  

Oh i want you 
But i’ll never tell ya 
cause if i tell you,
you could say i’m not 
the one you want and i
i couldn’t handle that 
so if i tell you
then promise me i can take it back  
can you promise that ?
can you promise that?

Bella Kay - Promise? (Official Lyric Video)

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Lonely (lyrics)
sometimes i feel like people smell the lonely on me 
it seeped in my perfume, or it spilled all over my laundry 
sometimes I feel like they can see it on my person 
like its written on my forehead, every language, every version 
she’s lonely - she don’t got no purpose 

and I say what they want but it’ll always be the wrong things 
cause i forget they can smell the lonely on me 

in crowds, in towns, my house
there’s no where that i’m safe 
at the beach, in my sheets 
i just can’t seem to get some space
lonely finds a way 

sometimes I feel like people smell the lonely on me 
like it slipped into my pocket, or I had it with my coffee 
sometimes it feels like they see right through my facade 
is it how i do my makeup, the way I tend to walk 

she’s lonely she don’t got no 
one, no how, no way 
she will get there someday 
but right now she’s pretty lonely 
lonely lonely lonely 

there’s no where i can hide 
it finds me every time 
my lonely eats me alive 
i barely sleep at night
i live inside my mind 
my lonely eats me alive 
 
sometimes i feel like people smell the lonely on me 
it eats me alive
every time

Bella Kay - Lonely

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[lyrics]
i don’t want to fall in love 
cause i don’t believe that i deserve it 
there always one more pound to lose 
i’m not worthy if i didn't earn it
i don’t want to fall in love 
cause who could love me back on purpose 
always too much, i’m never enough,
never your person 

i can’t treat you right if i treat myself like this 
i need to get better 
swear i'm working on it

guess i’ll never be ready 
guess i’ll never be good 
we will never go steady 
i don’t think that we should 
guess i’ll never be ready
cause i will never be 
what i ought to be 
i’ll always wanna be more 
so i will never be yours 

i don’t want to fall in love
cause i'm scared of the person i’ll become 
there’s always one more bridge to burn
how far can i make you run 
i don’t want to fall in love 
cause i know when it’s all said and done 
i’m back where i started
more brokenhearted
less of the person i was

i can’t treat you right if i treat myself like this 
i need to get better 
swear i’m working on it

guess i’ll never be ready 
guess i’ll never be good 
we will never go steady 
i don’t think that we should 
guess i’ll never be ready
cause i will never be 
what i ought to be 
i’ll always wanna be more 
so i will never be yours 

i can’t i can’t i can’t i can’t i can’t 
you know i can’t 
i wanna i wanna i wanna babe 

guess i’ll never be ready 
guess i’ll never be good 
we will never go steady 
i don’t think that we should 
guess i’ll never be ready
cause i will never be 
what i ought to be 
i’ll always wanna be more 
so i will never be yours

Bella Kay - steady (live)

you were wrong for what you did to me :/

“sick to my stomach” my debut ep out now :)))

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georgia (lyric video)
shot by Hayley Gregerson
graphics by Alex Siegel

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[lyrics]
had my first kiss at a gas station down in Malibu 
oh Georgia baby, how me and the ocean are missing you 
on nights like this my mind starts running back to you 
oh Georgia baby how me and the ocean are missing you

i didnt do you wrong but I didn’t do you right
I think about it baby I regret you everynight 
oh georgia baby how me and the ocean are missing you

we were seaside and the riptide was your favorite blue 
oh georgia baby woulda stayed there if you told
me to 
but we’re older now 
you’re not around 
which is nothing new
oh georgia baby how and the ocean are missing you 

i didnt do you wrong but I didn’t do you right
I think about it baby I regret you everynight 
I know you probably wont, but im hoping that you might
 still keep me in your memory even after all this time 
oh georgia baby how me and the ocean are missing you 

well i’m pretty sure you left that town 
where we blew threw cash and I laughed too loud 
i’ll never be that young again 
im pretty sure your settled down 
with that ok guy and that dog you found 
but we were never really friends 
were we? 
georgia  
georgia 
georgia 

had my first kiss at a gas station down in malibu 
oh georgia baby how me and the ocean are missing you

Bella Kay - georgia (lyric video)

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Call Me Baby (lyric video)
shot and edit by Violeta Boix
graphics by Alex Siegel

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[lyrics]
red wine dress, curly hair down
just one look bet you miss me now
all silk sheets black high heels
perfume sweet, but a deals a deal 

all my exes call me crazy
but all my exes they still call me baby
leave cause of a short fuse
but they come back like a 180

part of life is losing 
so i guess i haven’t lived
you know, i lost you
but isn’t that more of a win?
i’ll say it one more time
so i can revel in the repercussion 
i’ll say it one more time 
so your heart keeps j-j-jumping
you know you know you love it

long blonde hair, yeah I see you  around 
look all you want but you cant touch now
red lip gloss, a brand new bag 
a new man too, I bet youre mad 

all my exes call me crazy
but all my exes they still call me baby
leave cause of a short fuse
but come back like a 180

part of life is losing 
so i guess i haven’t lived
you know, i lost you
but isn’t that more of a win?
i’ll say it one more time
so i can revel in the repercussion 
i’ll say it one more time 
so your heart keeps j-j-jumping
you know you know you love it

you hand me matches
then you ask why it burns
you think that i’m obsessive 
but you're gonna learn 
dude at least I have a hobby
more thought provoking than video games 
and you were so cute
but youre a LOSER what a shame 

all my exes call me crazy
but all my exes they still call me baby
you say you love me and you like my posts 
does your new girl know 
 youre a fucking joke

Bella Kay - Call Me Baby (lyric video)

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lyrics
I hope you’re daddy’s done hating you
the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree 
u think that shit you smoke saves you 
but it won’t between you and me 

and i think a part of you hated me 
so all of me was surviving you 
there is no one better I could be 
I love the sick because I have to 

you were wrong for what you did to me 
but I was sick for kind of liking it 
oh it all goes bad eventually 
i’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

i’m pretty sure that youre using again 
oh you don’t know what that does to me 
well I guess I could never save you 
i’ve loved the sick since i knew how to breathe  

I hope you settle with that girl you love
and get that shitty job i know you need
i think that she might be enough to save you
and im sorry that that wasn’t me 

but I think a part of you hated me 
so all of me was surving you 
there is nothing better I could be 
I love the sick because I have to 

you were wrong for what you did to me 
but I was sick for kind of liking it 
it all goes bad eventually 
i’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

i’m pretty sure that youre using again 
oh you don’t know what that does to me 
well I guess I could never save you 
i’ve loved the sick since i knew how to breathe  
since i knew how to 

well your pants are on fucking fire 
and you use ‘em like a god damn lighter 
and you say it’s not my fault 
but I don’t believe you at all 
if you love me 
then why do you never call 

you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 
you were wrong 

but I was sick

The Sick (bedroom demo)

the bad idea texted me #iloveit  #outnow

bby i luv it #iloveit #january11th #newmusic

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God Knows (lyric video)
shot and edit by Violeta Boix
graphics by Alex Siegel

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[lyrics]
god knows that you’re awful 
but god knows that you’re kind 
I know it isn’t funny
I know it crosses lines

I'm trying.
To forget you.
I'm trying.
To forgive too. 
God knows.
God knows. 
God knows

God knows that he's not you 
But god  knows I wish he was
I know its sick to say and admit 
But you love who you fucking love 

I'm trying.
To forget you.
I'm trying.
To forgive too. 
God knows.
God knows. 
God knows

And in three years when you call me 
God knows that you will 
Who knows Who ill be 
Who knows If ill love you still 
I don't need a god to tell me that I will 
Because I know I know 

God knows that I loved you 
God knows that we tried 
But I can't stay cold 
For the rest of my life
So god knows that I'm open 
Maybe he'll tell you 
Who knows? If its meant to be 
Who knows what we’ll do
God knows

Bella Kay - God Knows (lyric video)

this is big for me guys #steady

i’m glad u like this part because this is how my mind sounds #steady #newmusic

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Credits:
Director & DOP: Eve Mahoney @evebelieve_
Starring: Bella Kay & Hayley Gregerson @itsbellakayyy & @hayley.gregerson
Creative Producer: Violeta Boix @bbyb0ix
Producer: Rosie Tonkin @rosietonkin
Production: Laila Farouk @lailaa.ale
Additional B Cam: Delphino @delphino_productions_
Editor: Louis Caldwell @louislocal
Edit house: Work Editorial @workeditorial 

Lyrics:
way too into the games we’re playing 
read into every little thing you’re sayin 
well yeah you know me and all my fantasies 
you’re a lot a bit older 
i’m a lot more green 

i’m sure you know that baby you just got the thing about ya well i swear that i can really learn my way around ya
it’s not my fault that you 
you turn it on 
and i can’t turn it off 
and i don’t really want to 

chemistry is high, i can’t even lie 
tell it to my friends, 
they’re so sick of my (shit!) 
stalking you online, like your spotify 
i could make your bed if you make it mine (bitch!) 

i don’t really even wanna be mature about it all i want is your tattoos to press up on my body we can call it, but i’m not gonna pretend im sorry i would never really say that if i’m being honest 

oh my god 
i think i gotta 
knock it off 
i think i gotta 
stop! 
i don’t really wanna stop though 

stop? I can’t stop, i hate waiting on a text like uh huh the things we do in my head oh it’s not my fault that you 
that you turn it on 
and i can’t turn it off and i don’t really want to 

chemistry is high I can’t even lie 
tell it to my friends, 
they’re so sick of my (shit!) 
stalking you online, like your spotify 
i could make your bed if you make it mine (bitch!) 

i don’t really even wanna be mature about it all i want is your tattoos to press up on my body we can call it, but i’m not gonna pretend i’m sorry i would never really say that if i’m being honest
la la la la la la la la 
LIKE 
la la la la la la la la 

oh my god 
i think i gotta 
knock it off 
i think i gotta 
stop! (i should stop) 
i don’t really wanna stop though! 

all right i’ll cool it 
all right i’ll stop this 
but you always come back when i try to drop it 
if you move then i’ll move baby let’s do this 
i’m being crazy 
and you’re being stupid 
fine no i’ll cool it 
alright i’ll stop this 
but i don’t wanna stop no i don’t wanna stop it 
i just wanna i-i-i-i-i 
all right now, 
all right now. 

oh my god 
i think i gotta 
knock it off 
i think i gotta 
stop! 
no like i actually gotta stop 

stop! 
he’s gonna know it’s about him ehh, i don’t really care

Bella Kay

are you mad at me?

Promise?

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